Payne called Styles a "lovely, lovely boy," adding, "I love him to pieces." It's almost as if some people have got a sixth sense about when you're going through something and want to check in." "I had a lovely phone call from Harry the other day," Payne said. When describing his relationship with his former bandmates, Payne says it's "great with most of them," particularly Styles. One Direction fans lose their minds, beg for reunion after band's first tweet in two years Money is the ability to relax on certain things." There is no link between money and happiness. He added, "I still feel like a child in so many ways. "Picking up my post? I am the worst person in the world." You don't grow in other aspects of your life because you have people do crap for you," he explained. "I was a director of a half-a-billion pound industry at 22… But if I am trying to pay car insurance, I am useless. Payne, who's been "sober for just over a month," said the group's tremendous success came with "sacrifice." He said his young stardom "deluded" his growth: "You leave fame the age you entered it." Don't get me wrong, we had the best time ever, but… you don't realize you have a choice at that point." He continued: "There were points where it was toxic and difficult. So it looked like they pulled the dust cloth off and let us out for a minute and then back underneath it." "Then it would be car, hotel room, stage, sing, locked. "We were always locked in a hotel room at night," he recalled. Payne said that although it seemed "One Direction" could do anything they wanted from an outsider's perspective, he often felt "trapped" in "lonely hotel rooms," which he said "really (expletive) me up." One Direction's Liam Payne talks solo album 'LP1,' going to AA meetings with Russell Brand The "Strip That Down" singer continued: "It was wild but it was the only way you could get the frustration out." "So at a certain point I thought, I’m just going to have a party-for-one and that seemed to carry on for many years of my life. Then you look back at how long you’ve been drinking and you’re like, 'Jesus Christ, that's a long time.'" What’s in the room? A mini-bar," he said. the best way to secure us, because of how big we’d got, was just to lock us in our rooms. Payne said he struggled with alcoholism at the peak of the band's success, when he spent a lot of time traveling during four world tours. The 10 best One Direction songs, definitively ranked "I know a lot of people are going to be mad at me for saying that, but I needed to stop or it would kill me." "The day the band ended, I was like, 'Thank the Lord,'" Payne said. The group, one of the best-selling boy bands of all time, went on hiatus in 2015. Payne catapulted to fame at age 16 in "One Direction" alongside Harry Styles, Niall Horan, Louis Tomlinson, and Zayn Malik in 2010 when the group competed on "The X Factor," after unsuccessfully competing as solo artists. "There is some stuff that I’ve definitely never spoken about," the 27-year-old told "The Diary of a CEO" podcast host Steven Bartlett Sunday. "It was really, really, really severe. The "One Direction” alum revealed that he "didn't like myself very much" during his early boy band days, which he said were filled with "pills and booze" and "moments of suicidal ideation." Liam Payne is opening up with his struggle with addiction and mental health. Watch Video: One Direction break social media silence amid reunion talk
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